Disappointment

After 1 week of preparation of the trip......tats only 1 word that in my mind.......disappointment....

Why the one who told me to organized a trip at the beginning but he was not at the end

Why the one who confirm wif me since i started the preparation will jz quit like that at the end

Why the one who told me that he will going but he was not at the end

Why the one who comment a lots on my budget report but not going at the end

Why the one who from a rich family but told me that he hv a financial problem

Why the one who asked for changing date r not going at the end

Why the one who wanted to join if there is more than 10ppl, cant join if there is less than 10ppl

Why the one who hv tuition class cant change the time to join

Why the one must decide whether join or not if there is others 2 ppl joined

Why there is always hv a probability that can minus out from the 100% of confirmation

Why there always a changing after the 100% confirmation

Why not u jz tell me a final confirmation after u keep on changing ur confirmation

Why im only the one who spent my energy on persuade ppl going but it was'nt changed the result at the end

Why there is always hv some unreasonable reasons

Why im only the one who spent money to call most of them to get a unconfirm confirmation

Why im only the one who spent my time on doing all the research n budget

Why im only the one who keep on saying thank you when i asking for someone help (accommodation)

Why there is no one who appreciate all the effort that i contributed into it

Why i put in so many effort into it where i already know it could be result like this

Why im keep on doing all this nut things where i know no one will appreciate it

Why we could not hv a same memories together like others ppl did (others than dota)




How can i trust u all if u all always changing ur mind at the last minute

How can we join n share our memories together if there is so many uncertainty

How can we improve our relationship if we jz see each other few hours a day

How can i recall back all the sweet time wif u all if there is not really much



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Special thanks to the girl gang on supporting this trip since the beginning.....it will be in my memories forever.....most of u all r joined our previous trip too....

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We bring nothing to this world when we r born,
but we bring memories to other world when we are gone.

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jz wanna write something out to reduce my geram......
if there r anything which i said can hurt u, sorry....
i jz need a few days to recover myself fr ur action.....
but u all will always be my best fren.....jz gv me some days.....
i think i must stop thinking n start revise my myob.....if i can....hopefully...
really feel upset now.....
sorry.....my EQ is not so good.....
gv me sometime to quarantined myself.....
will be back soon.....
really cant figure out the longest post that i wrote will be on this title....
im LongKo....ok.....xD